School is winding down. I have almost made it through my first year.
If you had asked me back in September (or October… or November) if I thought I would have ever made it this far, I would have answered with an emphatic, “Oh, hell no.” Ooo, child, I was a sad case. Recently, my mom recalled a Sunday afternoon last fall in which she drove 40 minutes to my house to do my laundry because I was so miserable just thinking about the week that awaited me that I was practically paralyzed. This post from September does a pretty good job of summing up my sentiments from last semester.
Then, for whatever reason, something clicked after Christmas. I figured a lot of things out. I changed what wasn't working, and found ways to improve what was. I forced myself to have a life outside of school, however small it might be. I became a teacher who is firm, but kind. I finally managed to use my classroom's bedamned projector system.
Yesterday, I was one of three teachers who showed up to school in the 7th grade hallway. Substitutes had been called, but few showed up and my assistant principal was visibly frazzled. I ended up redistributing the kids from the unsupervised classes into classrooms where a substitute or teacher was present. I then taught five, hour-long classes with 36-40 students in my room. I missed lunch because I met with a parent who is worried that her ex-boyfriend will kidnap her child. I read 20 pages out loud to each of my last two classes of a book they love. After school, I went to my students’ talent show where I screamed myself hoarse. Before falling asleep, I typed up two quizzes for the following day and sent some emails about scheduling. And yet, as I was laying in bed waiting the few moments it took for sleep to settle in, I felt empowered. The day was chaotic, but I was the anchor. I felt proud—of my students and myself. It had been a good day.
Maybe I will burn out going so hard like this, but it’s miles better than being miserable.
Or worse, bored.
Love,
Teach
You go, girl ;) Looking forward to seeing you at Amy's wedding stuff this summer!
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ReplyDeleteSo amazing!! I am an elementary education major in my junior year of college and your blog inspires me. [:
ReplyDeleteProud of you.
ReplyDeleteWay to go! You have some lucky kids.
ReplyDeleteAs a graduate looking for a job in a big city, this post lets me know it is do able. Not easy, but do able.
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